Monday, Nov. 2, 2020
" ...(Y)ou are ready to take certain steps.
"At some of these we balked. We thought we could find an easier, softer way. But we could not. With all the earnestness at our command, we beg of you to be fearless and thorough from the very start. Some of us have tried to hold on to our old ideas and the result was nil until we let go absolutely." - Alcoholics Anonymous, 3rd Edition, 1976, Ch 5 ("How It Works"), p 58.
Today, I stand on a precipice that appears uncertain and terrifying. Though I am uncertain where sobriety will take me I know where I'm headed if I keep drinking. And, now, I must begin recovery. If I don't, the certain terror of an alcoholic disintegration or death are all that await me. And as I set out on this journey of recovery, grant me the wisdom to yield to the experience of those who have already been where I am headed, and the humility to seek and do only the will of whatever Higher Power I find. Let me also understand completely and be willing and ready to accept whatever change comes about as I hopefully leave behind those days of drinking and take on whatever changes sobriety brings. Today, if I am setting out on the path toward recovery, let me know and appreciate how demanding it will be and that I must be "fearless and thorough from the very start." Anything less is a prescription for certain relapse. And our common journey continues. Step by step. - Chris M., 2020
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