Just for Today
Tuesday, Oct. 2, 2012
”It would be wonderful were I able to tell you that my confidence in God and my application of the Twelve Steps to my daily living have utterly banished fear. This would not be the truth. The most accurate answer I can give you is this: Fear has never again ruled my life since that day …when I found that a Power greater than myself could not only restore me to sanity but could keep me both sober and sane. Never in 16 years have I dodged anything because I was afraid of it. I have faced life instead of running away from it.” - Alcoholics Anonymous, 3rd Edition, 1976, Alcoholics Anonymous Number Three, Ch 9 (“The Man Who Mastered Fear”), pp 284-85.
Just for today: fear of what? Of trying to be free of the hellacious but predictable consequences of drinking? Of trying the unchartered and unfamiliar path of sobriety? Of taking responsibility for the consequences of my actions when drunk, when sober? Of telling someone I’m sorry? Of admitting that I can’t do it alone anymore, that I need something better and stronger than myself? Of the risk of opening myself knowing that once the heart is open that nothing ever again will be the same? Afraid of challenging fear? Afraid of what more fear can do to me? Today, if on nothing more than blind faith in something stronger and greater than myself, I challenge fear because I’ve empowered it far too long. In doing that, God granting, may I feel that I control fear - not the other way around. And our common journey continues. Just for today. - Chris M., 2012
Tuesday, Oct. 2, 2012
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Just for today: fear of what? Of trying to be free of the hellacious but predictable consequences of drinking? Of trying the unchartered and unfamiliar path of sobriety? Of taking responsibility for the consequences of my actions when drunk, when sober? Of telling someone I’m sorry? Of admitting that I can’t do it alone anymore, that I need something better and stronger than myself? Of the risk of opening myself knowing that once the heart is open that nothing ever again will be the same? Afraid of challenging fear? Afraid of what more fear can do to me? Today, if on nothing more than blind faith in something stronger and greater than myself, I challenge fear because I’ve empowered it far too long. In doing that, God granting, may I feel that I control fear - not the other way around. And our common journey continues. Just for today. - Chris M., 2012
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